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It sucks but ultimately what Mormonism does to people is it makes them value adherence to church more than their relationships with people. A lot of Mormons escape that pitfall and can put people first.
He was the best decision I have ever made in my life, hands down. He is not a member and has told me he is not going to convert.
I am hopeful and do feel some healing.